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I’m nowhere near perfect.

I eat when I’m bored.

Reading is a Passion.

Frustrated Artist. 

Aspiring Writer.

Amateur Photographer.

Music is life.

Known as a procrastinator.

Common and ordinary like any other.

But here I tell you,

people may have different and unique ways of 

showing real emotions and capabilities, 

everyone is AMAZING.



P.S. most of the pictures here are mine unless otherwise stated.   




  stalking cat(s)



 </description><title>When words turns to magic</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @secretlyruined)</generator><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Random Thoughts</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;    Sabi nila, in order to be good at something, you need to put your one hundred percent focus on it to be that person you want to be. Ang hirap mamili lalo na kung marami kang gusto. I sketch, I draw, I paint, I play instruments and write stories. Ano ba talagang pagtutuunan ko ng pansin? Sabi rin nila there is no such thing as multi-tasking. Sa iisang bagay lang pwedeng magfocus ang utak ng isang tao at hindi sa dalawang bagay na sabay. Kung iispin natin tama rin naman yun. Dahil kung papansinin natin, the more na marami tayong ginagawa at the same time, the more na wala tayong natatapos. Kaya walang nangyayari sa buhya ko eh hahaha kasi ganun ang ginagawa ko. I realize I want to be better at something. Something na pagtutuunan ko ng 100% focus ng walang ibang iniisip kundi yun at yun lang. I want to try it. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;     Ang tagal na rin na panahon na hindi ko ginawa yun&amp;#8212; ang mamili ng isang bagay na pagtutuunan ko ng pansin ng buong buo&amp;#8212; Pakiramdam ko nga dahil sa katamaran ko nangangalawang na utak ko. As I sit and scan my room I realize something. Ang dami ko ng natatake for granted na pagkakataon dahil sa pagproprocrastinate ko sa napakaraming bagay. I need to change my habits. I want to be a better person, I want to be that person my parents would be proud of. I want the old me who can be good at something and can focus in only one thing and do evrything I can to be good at it. I just want the old me&amp;#8230; back.&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;LOL. Random talaga wag na akong pansinin. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Have a good day everyone! :)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/50887723842</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/50887723842</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 01:24:35 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>the-absolute-funniest-posts:

awkward-inclined:

depression-and-m...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/8bac00947997c37cf721e21c2981f529/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no1_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/70f477e695a542702b0cfd7bb1e07a48/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4b0c59b47060ee809ea3586007911d00/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no4_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/697820305ebb3a56abae325c151f47e1/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no5_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5580627b7e1251bc7480233e70615ab4/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no3_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e557395a108d64b30c9310a71a70123b/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no6_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/137dedf54d254c0002ac24d017a17048/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no7_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5658ce079b854949c4b296ce46108b9f/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no8_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/cf0003ab5932db85b11c9a1134a32718/tumblr_mm70zjL5V21r61a7no9_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://funniest.1000notes.com/post/49806778187/awkward-inclined-depression-and-movies-first"&gt;the-absolute-funniest-posts&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://awkward-inclined.tumblr.com/post/49493394579/depression-and-movies-first-food-gifset"&gt;awkward-inclined&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://depression-and-movies.tumblr.com/post/49468191681/first-food-gifset-something-id-like-to-try"&gt;depression-and-movies&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;First food gifset, something I’d like to try: &lt;strong&gt;Balloon Chocolate Bowls&lt;/strong&gt; (&lt;a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k71g_GojFQ0"&gt;x&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;LIFE IS WONDERFUL&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;small&gt;This post has been featured on a &lt;a href="http://www.1000notes.com/"&gt;1000notes.com&lt;/a&gt; blog.&lt;/small&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/49813706001</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/49813706001</guid><pubDate>Mon, 06 May 2013 20:15:31 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>dutchmillboy:

And “Mahal” means Ikaw :”&gt;
</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9566e6383a0ed2d490b9a6f963f3e161/tumblr_mlrnxyd7eT1qkvbwso1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://dutchmillboy.tumblr.com/post/48834269744/and-mahal-means-ikaw"&gt;dutchmillboy&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;And “Mahal” means Ikaw :”&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48835568429</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48835568429</guid><pubDate>Thu, 25 Apr 2013 01:12:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Different perspective. Different answer :)</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m02pn7Mdqm1qdhxyeo1_400.gif"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Different perspective. Different answer :)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48835434522</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48835434522</guid><pubDate>Thu, 25 Apr 2013 01:10:08 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Ito yung isa sa mga picture namin ng bff ko noong umuwi kami sa...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b89a82d488b78eb55d6ea7f13a60e216/tumblr_mlr0lctXqA1rurb16o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Ito yung isa sa mga picture namin ng bff ko noong umuwi kami sa Pinas last  February. Almost 2 years ko rin syang hindi nakita at sa fb lang nagkakaroon ng communication. I’m so happy na kahit ilang taon man kaming hindi nagkita nandun pa rin yung friendship namin sa isa’t-isa. Hindi sya nagbago, sya pa rin yung Marjorie na una kong nakilala. Tumanda man kami at lumipas man ang mahabang panahon, she will always be in my heart. A part of my life :)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I love you Marjie ♥ Hope you’ll never change. And I hope you’ll never forget me. My bestfriend :) &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48761319266</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48761319266</guid><pubDate>Wed, 24 Apr 2013 03:24:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>It has been a while since I last posted something in here. Waw. Didn&amp;#8217;t know tumblr had already...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;It has been a while since I last posted something in here. Waw. Didn&amp;#8217;t know tumblr had already changed a little bit already. Oh well. :) &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48760828360</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48760828360</guid><pubDate>Wed, 24 Apr 2013 03:08:09 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Hi Tumblr. I'm back :)</title><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48760235564</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/48760235564</guid><pubDate>Wed, 24 Apr 2013 02:49:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>When you realize Francisco might be a Daddy.....</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sweetturningsouruntouchable.tumblr.com/post/32366766614/when-you-realize-francisco-might-be-a-daddy"&gt;sweetturningsouruntouchable&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mapxputNIO1ratcpao1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_man8faIzEX1rgatuco2_250.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I just want to let you know…. that I love you…. and… and…&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;*LE CRYING*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maywaaCizg1rue7q5.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;^This is exactly how I looked when I saw this information….&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maz69jePKD1r99ppx.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maylk6xbN11rqi80b.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maylmek21y1rqi80b.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I’m just going to die in a hole and yeah….&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9tnnhnACA1qct9tn.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maxbkujz5X1ra0fpao1_500.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Yes Sheldon I am….&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I need to reblog this!!  le heart shattering &amp;lt;/3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/40164889319</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/40164889319</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2013 03:41:09 -0500</pubDate><category>reblogged</category></item><item><title>Lesson about love..</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;To love is nothing, to be loved is something, but to love and to be loved by the one you love, that is EVERYTHING. Never take love for granted.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/40159621951</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/40159621951</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2013 01:20:01 -0500</pubDate><category>love</category><category>nevermindme</category><category>wala lang</category></item><item><title>Anonymously message me (3) things you want to know about me.</title><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/40028799405</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/40028799405</guid><pubDate>Tue, 08 Jan 2013 14:44:50 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>I'm such a liar.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I hate this feeling.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39559744789</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39559744789</guid><pubDate>Thu, 03 Jan 2013 06:24:55 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Sorry, I only like boys I would never have a chance with.</title><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39439833999</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39439833999</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2013 22:21:57 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5f381787744284ade7086fedb0ea7404/tumblr_mfyoxuoGmK1rv8ptlo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39439457358</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39439457358</guid><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2013 22:17:39 -0500</pubDate><category>reblogged</category></item><item><title>We cannot please everybody.</title><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39081969546</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39081969546</guid><pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2012 19:32:38 -0500</pubDate><category>personal</category></item><item><title>Online Check :)</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Sino mga online jan? Ang tagal kong nawala eh :)))&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39013772349</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39013772349</guid><pubDate>Thu, 27 Dec 2012 23:56:50 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Dear Diary,</title><description>&lt;p&gt;    It was my third Christmas time here but until now nothing seemed to change. It was still a cold and a boring Christmas and a bit sad too.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;    I miss how we celebrate Christmas in the Philippines. It was so much different back then. Everyone knew the meaning of Christmas and everyone were looking forward for that day to come. There we have Christmas parties at school, exchange gift with friends and of course, &lt;em&gt;simbang gabi. &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I miss eating&lt;em&gt; puto, bibingka&lt;/em&gt; and other &lt;em&gt;kakainin&lt;/em&gt;. I miss my friends, my relatives whom I always celebrate this special day with before, I miss the Christmas atmosphere where wherever you go you can feel the spirit of Christmas everywhere. I miss the smiles, I miss the noisy surroundings, I miss the children playing around outside our house. If I could only bring back time and if only did I have a choice, I will choose to stay and live there. I miss my old life, I miss the old me.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39012505769</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/39012505769</guid><pubDate>Thu, 27 Dec 2012 23:39:00 -0500</pubDate><category>personal</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9pfcm4XE61qd297to1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/38608824983</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/38608824983</guid><pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2012 01:28:29 -0500</pubDate><category>reblogged</category></item><item><title>Here’s a sketch of mine :) hi there! I miss tumblr ♥</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9cab1e7fc89bdfc585e6fa651ca2fbba/tumblr_mf6y9wHBYp1rurb16o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Here’s a sketch of mine :) hi there! I miss tumblr ♥&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/38164179299</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/38164179299</guid><pubDate>Mon, 17 Dec 2012 14:58:24 -0500</pubDate><category>drawing</category><category>sketch</category></item><item><title>It&amp;#8217;s better to be &amp;#8216;in love&amp;#8217; than to &amp;#8216;fall in love&amp;#8217;. Remember,...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;It&amp;#8217;s better to be &amp;#8216;in love&amp;#8217; than to &amp;#8216;fall in love&amp;#8217;. Remember, everything that &amp;#8216;falls&amp;#8217; ends up being broken.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/37975595576</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/37975595576</guid><pubDate>Sat, 15 Dec 2012 06:37:09 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Yung feeling na... kahit anong gawin mo hindi ka magiging katulad nya...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Ang sakit pala :( na kahit anong gawin mo hindi ka magiging sapat. Mananatili ka lang na nasa likod&amp;#8230; laging pangalawa. Kahit anong gawin mo sa mata ng lahat sya lagi ang magaling. Kahit puchu-puchu at pulos kabalbalan na lang ang gawin nya sya pa rin ang gusto at pinapaburan.&lt;br/&gt;
   Alam ko masamang mainggit&amp;#8230; mali &amp;#8216;to. Dahil iba sya iba ako. Pero ang hirap pala&amp;#8230; na kahit anong gawin mo hindi ka magiging katulad nya. Ni wala pa ako sa katiting, malayo pa ang lalakbayin ko. Sana lang kung hindi man ngayon eh darating ako sa punto na yun. Hindi man ngayon&amp;#8230; maghihintay pa rin ako.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/37611261030</link><guid>http://secretlyruined.tumblr.com/post/37611261030</guid><pubDate>Sun, 09 Dec 2012 22:05:49 -0500</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
